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The Lonely Hour

by Brian McGrath

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Time and again In that lonely hour before the days begins My weathered face in mirror light My bleeding heart and broken pride Looking back on what was And what is, what's yet to come Wipe my eyes, in too deep Another lie to fall back asleep I hear her voice say "You can't look back if you're gonna move on" But it brings me comfort in that lonely hour before the dawn Before the dawn Lost in a homesick dream The distant echoes of the calliope Down all the days And the elm tree streets where we used to play A warm embrace, gentle smile, to ease the pain for while In the trees high above, a lonely cry, is this love? Is this love or obligation, darling I don't know But it brings me comfort in that lonely hour before the dawn Before the dawn Now all those memories have begun to fade Lord I can't hang on And you can't look back in some rose-colored past If you're gonna move on But I'll remember how she held my hand and I felt loved Cause it brings me comfort in that lonely hour before the dawn Before the dawn
2.
Love Among the weeds And the evergreens in the valley below Young Young and free You and me darling all alone And you turn to me Begging please "Can't we just be here forever, and never go home again!" As the day gives way to night The lantern light dances in your eyes And your endless belief In the dream of what's yet to come For the future belongs To those who love And those who roam far from home We can't go home Home is where the hurt is And where my heart has long ceased to be Oh my love, take my hand We'll roam the night Our Promised Land In the Middle of a Dream Home is where the hurt is But home can be anywhere we dream So my love, take my hand We'll roam the night For our Promised Land In the middle of dream
3.
Her love afloat, a firefly Burning, fading in the night And for a moment breathes its life As love whispers and moans Draw her near and hold her, oh so close Slowly steal her amber glow To be so alive and so alone As love whispers and moans I see her now she smiles and sings Burns through the fog with the light she brings And I fear she'll find out I'm less than I seem As love whispers and moans And I'll sing and shout and run my mouth Halfway in and halfway out As I wander this world forever in doubt Love just whispers and moans She says, "What's the truth darling? Where did it go?" And she thinks I'm holding back my love But I can't give what I have not And love whispers and moans She's sees me now, all the shine worn off Behind the veneer that hides the rot Now she's halfway and she's halfway out As love just whispers and moans Yeah she sees me now, all the shine worn off Behind the veneer that hides the rot Go on ahead my darling, you're better off As love whispers and moans Go on ahead my darling, you're better off As love whispers and moans
4.
There's a twinkle in your eye As I lean in for a kiss under the pale moonlight And we dance and sway to one last song For one last time before you're gone "Please don't leave" I say, "just take my hand" You hold your love, you don't want me to understand The soul of you, and all that's true, your endless blue A starry night I still wish upon So long after you've gone In this place, our two souls born anew And I'll be waiting there for you Though the dream will always turn Awake and wandering in the haze of what should have been Of shaken faith, broken vows No hand to hold when the lights go out Through endless blue and endless grey The endless tides that swept both of us away No last goodbyes or warm embrace You left me alone… A dying star barely hanging on Long, long after you've gone But in my dreams, you return to me Tell me you love me still And I'll be waiting there for you I'll be waiting there for you Will you be waiting for me too? Tonight the stars will shine high above As I dream of you my love And we will dance and you'll hold me close One body and one lost soul And long after you've gone In my dreams, will you return to me? And tell me you love me still? And I'll be waiting there for you I'll be waiting there for you Will you be waiting for me too?
5.
She who was born of golden voice She who cries so those around rejoice I hear her now She who roams of restless mind A nightingale among the hemlock pine I hear her now Her lonely song of life undone But in her dreams Nightingale flies away Through the night on wings of fire Bound only by her heart's desire All of her days All of her days She is the light from the darkness saved She is our prayer from the cradle to the grave And I hear her now Be still darling, don't be seen In the air you can feel the enemy closing in… All the nights' remorse, her fateful end But in her dreams Nightingale flies away Through the night on wings of fire Both the hunter and the prey Of each of her heart's desires To be free A dream of peace until A life reborn Unbound by another's will Sweet Nightingale, tonight I'll pray By morning's light, you'll find your way On through the storm Your heart and soul on fire Far from the ones who kept you in their mire Sweet Nightingale, I pray I'll hear No lonely song when tomorrow comes
6.
Tonight, I'll dream of when I was young Walking on home when the day was done Where the streetlights flicker and the porchlights glow My shadow stretched out so long and tall I'm going home Tonight in dreams I'm going home All the birds soar high in the dusky sky Guiding me home with their lullaby As a cool breeze tells of summer's end My mom is on the front porch calling my name Going home Tonight in dreams I'm going home Going home Tonight in dreams I'm going home Now Lord, let me be! I know I can't stay here In this homesick dream But every now and then I'll wish and wonder If life will ever be so good again? Going home Tonight in dreams I'm going home I'm going home Tonight in dreams I'm going home I'm going home
7.
I hear you calling, Lord Calling me back home But Lord it's not my time Not my time to go In that moment Lord, my burning embers fade to grey And a lily of the valley has bowed down for to pray On my feet again Lord, I was almost on my feet again But I gave in to sin Born to roam and dream And wander towards the places I have never ever been But one day hope to be Where the pain is gone, where only love remains To be so close and watch it slip away as I just drift from shore Too much drinking of And too much thinking of And too much knowing love, much too little of On my feet again Lord, I was almost on my feet again But I gave in to sin Now all the lights go down You tell me "Son, it's time to go..." To "...walk these silent side streets on my own" But I'm too tired Lord, so deep in my bones to stare into this darkness anymore No tomorrow Too much drinking of And too much thinking of And too much knowing love, much too little of On my feet again Lord, I was almost on my feet again But I gave in to sin On my feet again Lord, I was almost on my feet again But I gave in to sin
8.
Alone, halfway gone My fast-beating heart the only sound As I lay here, Lord I am waiting on your sign I'm calling out, I've been calling out In the middle of a dream Lost, you know I lost myself In everything, everyone else I'll dream I'll leave, but I will always stay behind Bound alone to another's life In the middle of a dream Lord? Where did you go? I've been callin' out, cryin' out your name! I'm down in the weeds Midnight in Gethsemane And I pray for peace, but peace it never comes Never comes! In the middle of a dream Lord, have you again abandoned me? Callin' out, I've been callin' out In the middle of a dream No… No one is coming To save me now, to save me from myself All alone As I lay here on the ground And my beating heart surrenders to you now In the middle of a dream Midnight in Gethsemane I've been callin' out, cryin' out in pain Down in the weeds Of these endless fever dreams When the truth is our salvation lies within Lies within! Lies within! Lies within!
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Low, lost and gone As the storm rages on And only surrender will bring you peace again To have and to hold you Your dreams will unfold you For all that I've tried to become But never will be Still that road winds through The places we once knew Late at night darlin', all alone One more for the angels before I go Where the coal night wears on Towards some unforgiving dawn And I'm lost in my mind of regret, where I went wrong For a cold wind blows Through body and through soul When the light and the love of your dreams just fades away A prayer and a plea For to be released Yes, to sing such golden hymns Through fire and flood and back again To not see, yet still believe Ah to sleep! Perchance to dream! I don't know, I don't know I don't know, darlin', I don't know

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released November 3, 2023

All music, lyrics, performances, and recording by Brian McGrath. Mixed and mastered by Rick Riggs at Handwritten Recordings, Chicago. ©2023 Brian McGrath.

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Brian McGrath Chicago, Illinois

Brian McGrath is a Folk & Americana Singer-Songwriter from Chicago and currently based in Madison, Wisconsin.

With intense, honest conviction tempered by Midwest sensibility and grit, the big man with a big voice tells tales of broken characters, desolate landscapes, and hopeful redemption all along the highways and byways of the American heartland.

McGrath's new album "The Lonely Hour" now out.
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